It's not about pretending. Isn't this nice, spending time with someone you like and knowing they feel comfortable around you? So, why not give them more of a reason to feel that way and be as happy as you can possibly make them? If you like a person, you should want to be the one who inspires those feelings and not simply let them happen.
Regardless of what you think, you would still be asking me to change my personality for the sake of someone else. I'm not going to do that, Xie Lian, and I don't expect anyone to do it for me either. I enjoy your company because you have seemed content enough to be around me without expecting me to be anything other than who I am. [He tilts his head slightly, looking down at his companion.]
I think you would have a nicer time if you could see how much people miss you, that's all. It's a stressful place to be, after all, and the friends we make are all we have.
[ He shrugs, falling quiet as he tries to avoid getting into a deeper subject. ]
[Nor does he expect people to miss him, and he does not tend to call anyone 'friend'. But he doesn't say this out loud, having already covered similar topics before.]
I've been honest with you from the start about my personality. What you can expect from me. I'm not trying to argue with you, but you need to understand... this is who I am.
[And Alhaitham likely will just put it to one side, as easily as that. The question has him shaking his head, though not entirely in denial of it. More in... patient disbelief.]
If you're asking me if I pine for you when you're not with me, or if I think about you and wish you were there when I'm otherwise occupied with a task, then no. [But surely Xie Lian would know this. He has seemed to understand Alhaitham so far, he had to know that this question would not garner the sort of answer that would satisfy him.]
You come to mind occasionally, when I see something that might strike your fancy.
[Most people only perceive that Alhaitham is odd in how he interacts socially. Few people would describe him as kind, or in any genuinely positive way save for comments on his intelligence and ability in spite of the deliberate way he seems to squander it most of the time.]
To know that I enjoy time in your company ought to be enough. There are not many people who can say that.
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Date: 2024-04-22 09:46 pm (UTC)[ He pokes Alhaitham's neck with his nose. ]
Does that make sense?
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Date: 2024-04-22 09:51 pm (UTC)[Alhaitham just shakes his head.]
Regardless of what you think, you would still be asking me to change my personality for the sake of someone else. I'm not going to do that, Xie Lian, and I don't expect anyone to do it for me either. I enjoy your company because you have seemed content enough to be around me without expecting me to be anything other than who I am. [He tilts his head slightly, looking down at his companion.]
Was I wrong?
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Date: 2024-04-22 09:53 pm (UTC)[ He shrugs, falling quiet as he tries to avoid getting into a deeper subject. ]
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Date: 2024-04-22 10:01 pm (UTC)[Nor does he expect people to miss him, and he does not tend to call anyone 'friend'. But he doesn't say this out loud, having already covered similar topics before.]
I've been honest with you from the start about my personality. What you can expect from me. I'm not trying to argue with you, but you need to understand... this is who I am.
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Date: 2024-04-22 10:04 pm (UTC)[ He looks up then, after a moment's inner debate. ]
Did you miss me, even a little?
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Date: 2024-04-23 09:12 am (UTC)If you're asking me if I pine for you when you're not with me, or if I think about you and wish you were there when I'm otherwise occupied with a task, then no. [But surely Xie Lian would know this. He has seemed to understand Alhaitham so far, he had to know that this question would not garner the sort of answer that would satisfy him.]
You come to mind occasionally, when I see something that might strike your fancy.
[Which is more than what most people get.]
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Date: 2024-04-23 09:16 am (UTC)[ That has him laughing, swatting at Alhaitham's chest. He can't picture Alhaitham carving statues of him, to say the least.
Xie Lian shakes his head and settles back in for a cuddle, humming. ]
I'm content to hear the latter.
[ Alhaitham is strange and a little silly, but he is kind. ]
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Date: 2024-04-30 12:20 pm (UTC)[Most people only perceive that Alhaitham is odd in how he interacts socially. Few people would describe him as kind, or in any genuinely positive way save for comments on his intelligence and ability in spite of the deliberate way he seems to squander it most of the time.]
To know that I enjoy time in your company ought to be enough. There are not many people who can say that.