[A little breath puffs out of him, exhaled sharply through his nose as he doesn't stop but does gently nip Kaveh's lip as if in reproach.]
Don't... say it like that.
[It doesn't bother him enough to stop but definitely enough to comment on it as he strokes his thumb over Kaveh's temple. He looks down into his lover's eyes, his own slightly hazy as sweat begins to bead along his hairline.]
[ He nods mutely, realizing how it must have sounded, wanting to explain, or to correct himself, but not really sure of the right words— at least for a moment. And then he smiles, tugs his hand free of Alhaitham's so that he can cup his cheeks in both hands. He remembers— ]
Take all of me, and give me all of you. [ This time, his voice is a whisper, but there's a seriousness at its edges that the other man will easily recognize. ] I want you, Alhaitham.
[ His legs coil, wrapping around the other's hips to tug him in that little bit closer. ]
[Gods, it almost ends him right then and there to hear Kaveh talk to him like that. Alhaitham's breathing shudders and he nods, pulling Kaveh in closer to him and holding him there. He presses in deep, rolling his hips up at just the right angle to hit that sweet spot.
Any momentary disruption of his thoughts is entirely forgotten. Kaveh wants this; wants him, and for him to claim that he doesn't want Kaveh too would be a bold-faced lie.]
Love you.
[He murmurs between kisses and softly snatched breaths, panting softly as he tries to retain some semblance of control.]
[ It's whispered against Alhaitham's mouth, cut in half almost by the moan that slips off his tongue when the younger rolls his hips at that perfect angle, making Kaveh see stars all over again despite having only recently recovered.
And even with their feelings put aside for a moment, he can't help but feel like no one is ever going to match up to this, how expertly Alhaitham takes him apart before piecing him back together, ruining him for anyone else as easily as he makes him perfect for him. ]
[He remembers how he once asked Kaveh if he thought about him while he was sleeping with other people, and what the answer had been. There had really been no need to go out of his way to ruin the man for anyone else and that isn't really what this is about... but there would be some satisfaction in knowing regardless.
And the same is true in reverse. Alhaitham would mentally compare every encounter to how he feels with this man and find all of them wanting.
He buries his head in Kaveh's shoulder as the pressure mounts between his hips, comfortable with the show of vulnerability when the architect has already seen the absolute worst he has to offer. His hips drive in hard as his orgasm hits and his teeth pinch against the curve of his lover's neck, one hand quickly dipping between them to stroke Kaveh to his own completion.]
[ Kaveh's fingers curl into Alhaitham's hair when he presses his face into his neck, stroking across his scalp even as the blonde pants out and groans, hips arching into the feeling of the younger filling him again, sighing in out his mingled want and need and content at the sensation.
Another soft sound when teeth pinch into his neck— he likes it a little more than he should, perhaps— and again when a hand curls around him to stroke.
And then Kaveh is gasping out, hips arching and head tilting back, already closer to the edge than he would like from being fucked; it doesn't take long before he orgasms again, this time dry but for the tears that spark at the corner of his eyes as he burns with it, the sound on his lips almost a sob from the mingled sensation of pleasure and pain. ]
[For a tense moment Alhaitham stays suspended in his own pleasure, then he sighs out and shudders, carefully drawing himself free of Kaveh's body and shifting to his side. He doesn't go far. Why would he want to?
But his heart is pounding, exhaustion sinking into every limb, and he closes his eyes for a moment while they lay together.]
Outstanding. [He mutters. He finds Kaveh's hand and pulls it to his lips to kiss it.]
I hope you're sated... because I can't do anything more.
[There's something close to humour in his eyes as he turns his head to look at Kaveh's face. The other man is so fucked out it will surprise Alhaitham if he can speak at all.]
[ In response, Kaveh is silent; he waits until Alhaitham has shifted to his side and then bonelessly curls into him, cuddled up against his chest with his eyes half-lidded and his breath and heartbeat both still coming too quickly. He hasn't quite gained the wherewithal to talk again yet, and so he just nods, hums, nuzzling in closer to him as he waits for both the ache and the pleasure to subside enough that he can think like a normal human again.
Alhaitham will be able to see it all over his face when he looks too, will recognize the bliss and the exhaustion both even as the blonde settles against him with a contented sigh.
(And he wants to make a joke, sort of, to tell him he'll never be entirely sated now that they're together, but his brain can't really formulate the words to be witty, can barely think enough to process what Alhaitham just said to him in the first place.) ]
[Alhaitham is quick to cuddle the older man in close to his side, his fingertips travelling idly over warm, sweat-damp skin and his head tilting against Kaveh's hair. He closes his eyes and just breathes, sinking into the novel but entirely comfortable sensation of having Kaveh with him like this, and only after a few minutes have gone by does he move to press a kiss to Kaveh's hairline.
He doesn't speak. He's decided he's going to let Kaveh have the first word, just in case anything he might say spooks the man out of expressing his own thoughts.
As for Alhaitham, though... he doesn't think he's ever felt this kind of contentment with another person before. It's one thing to find solace and peace in books and something else entirely to be lying boneless and sated next to your lover. Something he had never really given much consideration to before.
But something he is definitely going to be thinking more about in the future.]
[ Kaveh does eventually speak, although the words are half-mumbled into Alhaitham's skin, the blonde more asleep than he is awake at this point. ]
Mm... that was amazing. You're wonderful, Haitham.
[ He presses a soft, lazy kiss into the younger man's shoulder, and then another— and then yawns, languidly stretching and shuffling in closer to his embrace. ]
Love you.
[ And now he's so tired, certainly too much so to think or worry about anything. The contentment is everything he knows right now, taking up each and every little part of him that would usually worry and fret, and replacing it with satisfaction. ]
[It's nice to be able to say it. To have Kaveh so soft and sleepy and contented beside him, not thinking about anything but his own satisfaction. He strokes his fingertips slowly up and down Kaveh's spine and lets his eyes fall half closed, a soft breath pushing out through his nose as he settles against the sheets.
At least this time, with their activity before, there isn't even half as much mess to deal with. He can feel a faint stickiness against his skin where Kaveh's stomach touches him but it's nothing he can't handle.]
[ When Alhaitham returns the affection, it makes Kaveh's smile broaden, the blonde only settling in more comfortably against the other man. He's exhausted enough that he doesn't even notice the stickiness between them; it doesn't bother him, but if he were more awake he'd at least remember its potential for bothering Alhaitham and ask about it.
As it is, though, he does no such thing. Rather, he yawns once more in response to the other's question, and nods. ]
[Hard not to be after all that and he thinks they have both very much earned a rest. Though part of him says they should get cleaned up first that part is growing increasingly quiet under the weight of exhaustion and he lets his eyes close, feeling sleep pulling at him the moment he does.]
Let's just... get some sleep.
[He's not moving anyway, he thinks... so might as well.]
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Date: 2024-06-08 01:11 am (UTC)Don't... say it like that.
[It doesn't bother him enough to stop but definitely enough to comment on it as he strokes his thumb over Kaveh's temple. He looks down into his lover's eyes, his own slightly hazy as sweat begins to bead along his hairline.]
This is for you too... okay?
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Date: 2024-06-08 01:21 am (UTC)Take all of me, and give me all of you. [ This time, his voice is a whisper, but there's a seriousness at its edges that the other man will easily recognize. ] I want you, Alhaitham.
[ His legs coil, wrapping around the other's hips to tug him in that little bit closer. ]
I want this.
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Date: 2024-06-08 01:28 am (UTC)Any momentary disruption of his thoughts is entirely forgotten. Kaveh wants this; wants him, and for him to claim that he doesn't want Kaveh too would be a bold-faced lie.]
Love you.
[He murmurs between kisses and softly snatched breaths, panting softly as he tries to retain some semblance of control.]
You're everything I want.
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Date: 2024-06-08 01:34 am (UTC)[ It's whispered against Alhaitham's mouth, cut in half almost by the moan that slips off his tongue when the younger rolls his hips at that perfect angle, making Kaveh see stars all over again despite having only recently recovered.
And even with their feelings put aside for a moment, he can't help but feel like no one is ever going to match up to this, how expertly Alhaitham takes him apart before piecing him back together, ruining him for anyone else as easily as he makes him perfect for him. ]
Want you, too. It's.. mmn..
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Date: 2024-06-08 01:41 am (UTC)And the same is true in reverse. Alhaitham would mentally compare every encounter to how he feels with this man and find all of them wanting.
He buries his head in Kaveh's shoulder as the pressure mounts between his hips, comfortable with the show of vulnerability when the architect has already seen the absolute worst he has to offer. His hips drive in hard as his orgasm hits and his teeth pinch against the curve of his lover's neck, one hand quickly dipping between them to stroke Kaveh to his own completion.]
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Date: 2024-06-08 01:48 am (UTC)Another soft sound when teeth pinch into his neck— he likes it a little more than he should, perhaps— and again when a hand curls around him to stroke.
And then Kaveh is gasping out, hips arching and head tilting back, already closer to the edge than he would like from being fucked; it doesn't take long before he orgasms again, this time dry but for the tears that spark at the corner of his eyes as he burns with it, the sound on his lips almost a sob from the mingled sensation of pleasure and pain. ]
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Date: 2024-06-08 01:53 am (UTC)But his heart is pounding, exhaustion sinking into every limb, and he closes his eyes for a moment while they lay together.]
Outstanding. [He mutters. He finds Kaveh's hand and pulls it to his lips to kiss it.]
I hope you're sated... because I can't do anything more.
[There's something close to humour in his eyes as he turns his head to look at Kaveh's face. The other man is so fucked out it will surprise Alhaitham if he can speak at all.]
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Date: 2024-06-08 02:02 am (UTC)Alhaitham will be able to see it all over his face when he looks too, will recognize the bliss and the exhaustion both even as the blonde settles against him with a contented sigh.
(And he wants to make a joke, sort of, to tell him he'll never be entirely sated now that they're together, but his brain can't really formulate the words to be witty, can barely think enough to process what Alhaitham just said to him in the first place.) ]
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Date: 2024-06-08 02:08 am (UTC)He doesn't speak. He's decided he's going to let Kaveh have the first word, just in case anything he might say spooks the man out of expressing his own thoughts.
As for Alhaitham, though... he doesn't think he's ever felt this kind of contentment with another person before. It's one thing to find solace and peace in books and something else entirely to be lying boneless and sated next to your lover. Something he had never really given much consideration to before.
But something he is definitely going to be thinking more about in the future.]
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Date: 2024-06-08 02:17 am (UTC)Mm... that was amazing. You're wonderful, Haitham.
[ He presses a soft, lazy kiss into the younger man's shoulder, and then another— and then yawns, languidly stretching and shuffling in closer to his embrace. ]
Love you.
[ And now he's so tired, certainly too much so to think or worry about anything. The contentment is everything he knows right now, taking up each and every little part of him that would usually worry and fret, and replacing it with satisfaction. ]
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Date: 2024-06-08 09:52 pm (UTC)[It's nice to be able to say it. To have Kaveh so soft and sleepy and contented beside him, not thinking about anything but his own satisfaction. He strokes his fingertips slowly up and down Kaveh's spine and lets his eyes fall half closed, a soft breath pushing out through his nose as he settles against the sheets.
At least this time, with their activity before, there isn't even half as much mess to deal with. He can feel a faint stickiness against his skin where Kaveh's stomach touches him but it's nothing he can't handle.]
Tired?
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Date: 2024-06-09 01:07 am (UTC)As it is, though, he does no such thing. Rather, he yawns once more in response to the other's question, and nods. ]
Mm. So tired. Everything feels floaty and nice.
You?
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Date: 2024-06-18 09:40 pm (UTC)[Hard not to be after all that and he thinks they have both very much earned a rest. Though part of him says they should get cleaned up first that part is growing increasingly quiet under the weight of exhaustion and he lets his eyes close, feeling sleep pulling at him the moment he does.]
Let's just... get some sleep.
[He's not moving anyway, he thinks... so might as well.]